Sometimes you just wish you were somebody else. You could rid of all your personal problems, and take somebody else's. No one is perfect and who wants to be. But if I wasn't me, I wouldn't have to deal what comes along with me. I would have to deal with someone else's bothers. I can often see that I don't want to do that because I can see in others what I wouldn't want to and/or be able to handle. There are things that I appreciate about me and my life. But right now, at this very moment, the problems I have to deal with are just causing more trouble in my own life and the lives of the people who care about me. If I could just dissolve into a crowd, no one would have to worry. But I don't want that either. Because I like that people care. It makes me feel good. But what if I'm just causing them more pain? How can someone be ever-selfless? I don't think they can because they really would just disappear. I don't know what I want, just to be a better person.