Maybe it's that I like everything to be okay. I know when something is good so I'm not gonna try to pull some shit to mess it up. So I think I give into people easily. I give them what they want and maybe that's not really good, for me. But anyway, it's not even about me, is it.

It's like, things can change so quickly. The smallest thing can happen and the mood is reversed. What the focus of the day was suddenly turns elsewhere. And you want to fix it so quickly because you just want to return to the good, because you know it's there. It's how it's supposed to be. Yeah it's small, but it's still there. I guess, in the end, it's all about feeling your way around, and learning how to deal with the ones you love.