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I have completely lost it. And shit like this will do it to you. So there.you.go.
YES. I can utterly say that I've lost my mind.

not the same

sometimes i wish this life weren't my own. someone else's would do. maybe yours.

a big list

so here are just a few great things:

We got satellite radio at work. That means we don't have to listen to shitty radio anymore, even though I was getting quite accustomed to 100.7 the river. But it's awesome, and we listen to constant 60s vibrations, which is really great.

I got the day off today, which has led me to having a free friday, which I NEVER HAVE. so i got to go to carrboro, have a good lunch and conversation, visit my mom, and browse a thrift shop. i found a vcr for $7.50! i'm considering the purchase.

I turned in my Study Abroad application today. I'm applying to go to Costa Rica for this summer. I couldn't be more excited. But I'm proud of myself, I finished everything I had to do, and a week early. It's great.

I bought two albums this week. One is something I've been looking for for awhile, the Shins on vinyl. I'm listening to them now on my rock out Studebaker record player, and I love it. The other is Bright Eyes' new release, I'm Wide Awake It's Morning. This album is wonderful, and it's my new soundtrack as I graze around campus. Conor, your beautiful poetry makes me happy. It makes up for the concert I was supposed to go to and missed.

I'm tap dancing again this semester, and am loving it. It's about time I get back to my form of creative expression.

I bought some orange juice for my dormitory fridge, and because it's, well, a dormitory fridge it either keeps things almost frozen or not at all cold. So the orange juice is so cold it almost hurts to drink it. But it is so good.

I'm working out at the SRC every other day, religiously. And I can't say that my back pain is gone, but I'm going to continue to push through. And I'm feeling healthier as a whole. So that has to be a good thing.

I'm summing up some more money, so I think I'm going to go ahead and order my new shoes I've been wanting. They are another pair of Sauconys because my maroon ones are wearing. These are mint colored. I think I will order them NOW.

I have a nine-month-versary to celebrate coming up this wednesday. (realized today that people always say _________-month anniversary, which really doesn't make sense because the prefix ann- means yearly.) so thats fucking crazy and great.

Rachel and I are working through stuff and continuing to improve the fucking most fabulous best-friendship there is.

I'm more confident about having the possibility to do something with my life and doing it because I want to and not being influenced by people that keep saying its impossible. Eff that.

I love everyone and everything that is important to me right now. And even the things that aren't that big, but the small details that cheer up my life are so essential, and I'm glad about it. These are just a few great happenings thus far, but it's good to acknowledge a few at a time, even if it's not everything.

Keep loving.
-ames