what happened to me

Well, I am officially home for two months, working three days a week, chilling out and getting ready for Costa Rica. That's all i have to do, nothing else to worry about right?

Maybe.

Well, I'm also officially in trouble. I reached too high. And failed. I thought I could do it all, and prove to myself that I could do it what everyone else told me was impossible. But I didn't achieve anything I hoped to. It was too much, and I lost it. Now I've lost my chance to be what I wanted to be. I used to be quite a great student. It was never a struggle for me, and I always prided myself on my academic achievement. But my sophomore in college....what happened? Something did, and it wasn't focused on academics. I guess you could say everyone has to hit a slump in their lives...but it's a matter of how they deal with it and if they choose the right path to get out of it. Well, here's mine. I thought I could do it, but I didn't.

So, right now, I don't know where I am going to go from here. But I am going to the best I can with the options I may or may not have. To be more specific, after this semester, my GPA has dropped too low for me to become a Journalism major (don't ask, it's a stupid stupid rule) which is essentially what I have been working toward. I am a double major with Biology and am currently struggling in it. I'm a rising Junior who is supposed to have a declared major and going somewhere with their life. As of this moment, I don't know what I'll be able to do.

I'm going to advising next week, and seeing what i can do about this. And i'm sorry for making a terribly boring post about academic shit. But i think it's an emergency.

Other than that, it's been nice to be home. And I'm going to the beach on Monday woot. More later.
-amy